Everything comes crashing down in a day,what im i suppose to do?

Im all alone now,great!_l_ nothing comes easy.
Everything all gone,including friends.=C srsly,i tot 2010 will be a better year,but everything turns out worst.i tot with you everything will be jus fine,i guess its just my fault that messes thing up.and my friends,,,haix nobody understand mi.=c
AND,im freaking sick now having fever and flu wth,really is everything. bad luck!