Korea Trip

Back from Korea!!so sad=( will miss everything about korea from Cai Dao,Jinni oppa and the cute guys plus shopping there!!1had lotsa fun there,wish i can stay longer!sigh!Anyway our photographer Jinni Oppa told me that Seulong is his mother's friend son!cool Not!i told him tat i want to stay over at his hse den he can invite seulong over hhahaha!OMG i miss my Jinni oppa=( More photos soon,lazy to upload now.

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OMG i love my job!!!super slack can!!!!easy moneh!!!all i do is to sit there and surf the net and get paid!!!Anyway i found an yummy stall selling yummy bbt tat taste lik Koi!Exactly 3 more days to KOREA!!! happy or what!!!!kk,gonna gp prepare nw for ling's bday party!!!ooh,check out t-ara's new single!awesome!!!!

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Had been going for interview/training this few days! im officially starting work this friday!Yippy Moneh!!!!! Anyway yst i went to meet G hehheeh^^

YIPPY!!!

KK photos!Finally gonna get the wedges with Shann next week!!weehoo~ we had been eyeing that for the longest time already!hhehehehehehehe so xcited!whahahahaha anyway today is Pepero day!Happy Pepero day!!!!

=(

Read ginny's blog!like super sad can!what wx wrote on her blog is so touching!he is blaming himself for wad had happened!it issnt his fualt!no one wanted this!everyone is v sad after knowing wad had happen including me.eventhough im don really know her,i felt sad for her,family and friends.!she is too young to die.haix anyway R.I.P!

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Had kfc breakkie with shannsoh,weicong,azri and arrifin.after that went to school to study with them and lingli.had been gg to school for the past 2 days!2 more days to Os.=/

O.o

O.o life have been happier for me now!im a happy kid now!and btw red bean factory has no ballz,don dare to confront me!eh is u start the whole stp thing first lei.still say give me discount!like lame ok?since u dare to post it on your blog den u shld have the courage to tell me off straight in my face wad!and u know what the thing that pisses me off is that she dare to stare at me like she did nth wrong lik that when i went to school on monday!everything was ok until the day she started staring at me!this make me super angry!waa,if u dare,stare again!i will digg yr eyeballs out ah!angry ttm!

SHINee - Hello

SHINee's repackage album was DAEBAK!well the song's lyrics were so true hahaha!

Fish tail braid!!!

Tried tying fish tail braid few days ago.thats the end product,but not really nice!hahahhahaha.kay gna go k books now!bbong~

=c

I just can't do anything right!Every aspect of my life nth goes right!Im a total failure in life! And i seriously think that i shld just die and disappear from this world!Really!=cccccc pls like me do my parents and myself proud for once!I don wan to live in this hate hate world anymore!I jus don understand girls eventhough im one!i wish i was a boy!why didnt mama gave birth to me as a boy?

Chill YO!

I guess what my chinese teacher said was right.What for hating someone?It will be just a waste of time and to make myself sad and miserable!If u hate that person,they will also hate you!so i rather be happy and ignore what they said then to feel miserable all the time!I do't want to let this kinda things affect me and to shorten my life and die earlier!Eventhough i know that i will feel hurt somehow,but im learning to ignore!cos those that speaks ill bout me can't benefit anything from it.So do i.

WTH,LOL!!!issnt it so obvious?

Teenage Dream & Just the way you are - Acapella Cover - Katy Perry - Bru...

Check this out!!!cool man!!!

PLAYFUL KISS+MGFIANTF!!

MY Girlfriend is a nine tail fox!

Playful Kiss!
Had been watching thes for the pass two weeks or so.Great shows!LUB IT!!!

Kelong

Was on a short holiday with my family members to Kelong!Was alright!but the weather was super humid,and we were all sweating like craze!I didnt get to fish at all cos i've got no patience!Hahaha.There were another group of ppl there and they were practically fishing all day lor.all of them like super tann lor!Black like don know what!hahah .Kay,gonna go and study my phy and chem now!bb although i did bring my notes there to study but very minimal

Haiz...

I don't understand why human beings are so... Like kept on repeating the cycle again and again.Peace yo!LOL! anyway gonna do some major shopping with shannsoh tomorrow!=) means moneh fly high up to the sky and away... =c

=)

Should I join SM academy? One step closer to what I always wanted! I might join someday!=)

Omfg,so looking forward to...

YAY!! The second week of december. Can't wait! I can have all the fun I want!YIPPY!!!!!!! But first I need to clear my Os=c JIAYOU!

SaKura

Had Sakura for dinner today with family members.Was really great,the food was awesome.We had alot of fun.K lazy to write alr.hahaha

Seo In Guk (서인국) - 애기야 (My Baby U)

Awesome song,no wonder he is the winner of superstar K=)

Love is bitter,pain is calling.

Today is an tiring day!was feeling so sleepy the whole day,and missed out quite a lot during english.slept my way through the whole lesson.Tsk Tsk not good!Feeling very angsty too!Just yelled at mum,heng she's not angry with me.haha I guess she know I'm in a bad mood!=c

=c

Sushi making fail=_=!

Oktoke?

Dear diary,

Prelims are in less than a month time; and I'm still not motivated to study!How?I remembered that last year during this period of time I'm really focus in my studies . Why? how am I going to do well? Argggghhhh what's the use whining and whining? You should start now!before its too late

=s

OMG!!there's a hot guy who acts in three brothers!supa hot man his abs. Results will be out like next thursday,I'm so worried! I hope I do well=s

G?

Oh goshhh,recently I came across something on the net and was bewildered by what I saw!Its really like so impossible! Cos I had never see anything like this before until recently. Okay shall not elaborate further.Later that person read my blog den die Haha. =p

Gonna buck up NOW!

O levels is nearing! And my results sucks!how am I going to pass or do well?Haiya!Anyway K introduce me a website with lotsa cheapo and cool stuffs from korea,taiwan. so gonna buy them!HEHEHEHE~ decide not to catch 4minute,b2st and Cnblue live anymore cos the tickets are all so ex plus I really need to study nao!AHhhhh bye my Jung Yonghwa,avatarJungsin and kikwang!=c

Goshh

Went to the DPA interview this morning,was so scary.The interviewers asked so many question like it takes foreva to end,Haix and i think i dint very badly for this.Hope that i would be lucky enough to get through this.After that i went to meet Kailing and her classmate.Had lunch with them den went to the library cos they wanna charge and complete their assignment.Guess what?We saw J.-.-

LEEHYUK

NORAZO'S LEEHYUK!!!handzome right?but 31 years old alr.so old

LUCIFER MV

AWESOME!!!GREAT VOCALS EVEN WITH MR REMOVED!SM'S TRAINEES ARE AWESOME NO WONDER SM IS ONE OF THE TOP ENTERTAINMENT COMPANY IN KOREA!!

LUCIFER!

Jang Yoo Joon

YAY!!!another handzome+cute guy!ALso from a group named The Tip Top and is also not famous despite debuting for so long.Anyway this guy Jang Yoo Joon can really sing and act.Recently i watched this korean drama called The birth of the rich and was really attracted to him .So cute!!!!hahahhahhaha.Anyway the drama was AWESOME!!!

Code-V

KIM SOL

Currently im very into those old boy groups.well not very old but had already debut for a few years now but not famous.hahhaha.I dont see why there are nt famous cos they can sing,dance and had the looks.hmmmm...Anyway Code-V is a five member boy band.Although they debut under the name Code-V, this really isn’t a true debut. The group had originally debuted in 2007 under the name Bless,but they didn't make it and immediately left the scene.These five boys which make up Code-V (with the V being the roman numeral representation for the number 5) include Taemin, Sang Woo, Nallo, Sol and Jae Won.By the Way, Code-V stands for Vision, Voice, Vital-Variety and Vital-Visual Signs.I like Kim Sol the best out of the five members hahahhaahhah.handzome!!!!check out their mv on youtube!!!

=c

Oh gosh,im having cramps now super painful my back!HOW?cannot tahan alr.every month also like that!I think im not going to kiat seng's bday dinner anymore later i faint at bugis!hahahha.sorwie!!!

LUNCH+HAW PAR VILLA

Went to Orchard with Mel to have lunch with Auntie Maggie.We was late cos we went to The Icing Room to decorate her advance birthday cake for her.Very messy hahahahahhaha!!!After that we dine at nydc?Went to HAW PAR VILLA after that.Then hm sweet hm.Overall had a really fun day!AND OH UKISS WAS AT ORCHARD TOO YST!!!!

UKISS+KISSME

Went to te airport last Sunday with Sara to welcome UKISS to our sunny island!So happy we saw them and was like super close to them!AHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Both of us was practically scream our lungs out!hahahhahaha.

=)

2 more days and i get to see my ALEXANDER!Weeeeeeeeee~~~ okay,im gonna start preparing for the movie later at Suntec which my mum's company organise or something.Not sure.Hmmmm what should i wear on sunday?Hehe!

Infinite

Come back again!

She's back!
Awesome new boy band which is produce by Epik High!

AWESOME VOCALS!

AWESOME VOCALS SHE HAS!LYN!!!

Faith is all i need

I don need to care what others think about me,just believe in myself!I never knew that it hurts so much!Always so emotional. Enough of mind guessing games.Me myself comes first!

Finally,FML

Feeling extremly sad and angsty recently,nothing seems to go what i wanted and im in a total shit now!Nothing can change anything now!Its too late.Fa-Ker!Results,in total mess! Relationship,argghhh don even bother to think or care bout it!Even the most ridiculous minor things make me extremly confused!CCA record,i got lik D7.WTH!!! Should have gotten A1 or A2! I remembered i get more den 50% and the fking piece of paper state that its less den that?This means i got nth,pointless and everything i've got for the freaking past 4 years had been wiped out!ALL! Gonna check with the person tmr!make sure i get my points back!

Yesterday!

Recently,my mid year exams just ended and now I'm having intensive Chinese!=C

HAPPY BELATED MOTHER'S DAY!

Went to the icing room to buy a cake for mummy with bro.We had a difficult time trying to decorate the cake.We were practically squeezing all the coloured cream onto the cake,cos we didnt want to waste our money!hahahhaha Thus the cake looks so horrible but rather yummy!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Hwanhee/Fany

Although this guy Hwanhee is quite old alr like 28?But still very handzome right?Awesome voice also.He used to be in a boy group with Brian Joo.Well,he actually had plastic surgery before he achieve this look.

Mid-Year Advance Paper!

Today was the official start of Mid year.Had the two advance paper today.Chi and Eng.Was kinda ok.After the exam,we had chemistry remedial till 2 plus.Dont even understand a single shit!Goshh,i guess i gotta study my science already if i want to pass.WEnt to compass poly-clinic to take my MC for Napfa,the queue was damn long and the waiting area was so stuffy and hot.PW and I was sweating like crazy.After everything...WEnt to have our late luch at MOS Burger with Fiona and Pw.Had lotsa fun chatting.And went home at around 5 plus 6.Alright today my post was all in a mess.Cos no mood to blog.HAHAHAHAAHHA!!!

LeeMinHo+YoonSeungHo+LeeHyunWoo=HOTTIES!

Had not been blogging for a few days now,was quite lazy hahahah.Had been tweeting ever since i am back to twittering and following all those korean pop stars.hahha.I finally figure out how to use twitter after sucha long time,almost a year.hahaahah.It was kind of interesting to read people's tweets and reply them.Especially when you are replying your idol's tweets!I used to think that fb and twitter is a waste of time,but not anymore!Watched Personal Taste yst,was awesome!Lee Minho.and i also watched the first few ep of God of Study jus now.Awesome too!Yoon seung ho and Lee hyun woo was super hot man!Both same age as me,Wahahahahaahah.Okay im gonna study now,will be posting some overdued pictures soon.Toodles!hahahaah

+c

Have not been updating my blog recently,cos theres nothing interesting to blog about.All my time is spend either in school or at home.Very tired!!!Tomorrow is granny's birthday,and we will be celebrating at her house.=) Then the next day will be the start of another tiring week!=C

Pogoshipta!

See this,my babies!hahaahahah.Hello baby is going to end soon=( no more Jung Yooguen= no SHINee=c Its okay,cos SHINee is having a comeback soon!hahahaah cant wait.OPPAS;CHINCHA NOMU CUWAHEYO!

Hey!I think you need to know this!=)

Ok lar,i don deny i still like you afterall.=c Damn!Its 21st century now ok,so why cant girls take the initiative to take the first step first?I have alr gather up the courage to tell you after so long,but how do i start?hmmmmm.....

HAPPY EASTER DAY!

Hey people!today is Easter Day!I was at home the whole day,was suppose to go service today but didnt.Anyway exams are roundd the corner,and i need to start studying now!My face is being infested with lotsa pimples,like suddenly!=( faster cure lei!

Never to think about this anymore until then...

So sad,but its time to let go.If it meant to be yours,it will be no matter how long it takes.Somehow or rather, i don't know what i really want now.So confusing!But one thing for sure,it is to do well for Os.Time to study!=)

So Sorryyyy!=(

OMG!i dont know whats wrong with me!Im treating my mum like real bad recently,why?I dont know.I Cant stand her nagging and scolding non stop for no reasons.This cannot continue anymore.Shall treat her well from today onwards if not next time my children also like that den die!

Despite holding on,day by day you just slip away even without me knowing it!=@

Today was great but tiring!was very shagg today cos i only manage to catch a few hours of sleep yesterday.Why do i feel so sad today when i get to see you?Eventhough we are friends now,why do i feel that we have nothing to say when we are together but through messaging theres plenty?The awkwardness!I wish we were like before,once so close.=c and you are foreva so cute!quewoyo!oppa!

Weplay,talk,fight,hate,butwearestillfriendsafterall!

AWESOME!today was indeed great!I was suppose to meet Jason today,but he said he didnt want so okay lor.School ends at 1230pm,continued by having chinese remedial.Had 2hours of chinese every friday.SHAGGGGGG!!!but im super proud of myself cos i finished a composition and situational writing in 1 hour plus.Went to punggol plaza to have my lunch with (Melissa,Fiona and Peiwen)was awesome! Cos we chatted like never before,since after we quarrelled.Had alot of fun,and was super mad cos we laught until...hahahaahha!

Icantstoplovelovelove!

Finally,able to log in to this via mobile.Damn!why are you like that?Don't understand.It just pissed me off thinking about it.!
Anyway i downloaded lotsa new songs today!YEAH!more songs in my mp3 for me to enjoy!Plus for me to train hahahah!I hope one day im really able to get what i always dream and longed for!

POGOSHIPTA!

I just realise that recently,i had not been posting any pictures.And my blog had become so wordy!Not good!So I'm going to post some pictures to feast your eyes=) Well,some overdue pics which was like one month ago.

AWESOME DAY AT ECP!

Went to ecp with geo,xn,pearly,guoen,kk,jasper,xinyu.Had lots of funny.PICTURES IN FACEBOOK=)

=C

DAMN!I haven even start doing any of my holiday home work.HOW?so damn many man.Shall start doing now.hahaha

2AM- I DID WRONG

As usually 2AM was AWESOME!=)

=)

Finally,everything just gets to its end.Somehow or rather.I can feel the heavy rock underneath me had gone.So happy=)If you were me,you will know it.

Motivation Camp

Motivation camp was awesome!Our coach Miss candice Koh Mei Lian was fantastic,utlraly funny!I benefit alot from this two days,it somehow or rather make me want to study harder.everything she said sound so right to me.Seriously its every word!Looking forward to tomorros' talk=)

Finally......

Don wanna be in this mess anymore!what you want me to do to make you happy?seriously i don understand you at all.We suppose to be very close and talk bout everything but why?Tsk.u make me doubt if i should tell you all my problems.Haix in school and at home also like that.If i can predict my future,i wont even wan to be born.so both of us wont have to suffer so much right?But no matter how i hate you you are still my Mama.ILY always.

CNBLUE

Love Jung YongHwa's attitude while singing!!ultra cool!!

MY EAR PIG

OMG watch this!!! damn hilarious!


My ear candy(real version)

HAPPY CNY!

YO peeps,HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

=)

I wish i have a sharper nose and bigger eyessssssssss,k anyway today i went to watch the plane exhibition.Was really cool.We had the VIP tickets,so was able to wwatch the entire performance from the top in an air conditional room.Took lotsa pictures=)))

=)

Today was awesome! although my day in school always doesnt seems so fun or exciting,but today was alright.After school i travelled all the way to whitesand to meet Geraldine.It has been quite some time since we last met.We went to find her sweetheart and we went to have our lunch tgt.After that we went to his hse and waited for him to changed,and damn he is long!like girl like that so vain!Hhahaha Tampinies was our next destination.Went to the arcade and i met a new friend ZACK!! although quite irritating at times but a really fun guy=)So we had our dinner before parting ways.As Leonard was going to his driving lesson and had to take 87 from sengkang so we took 34 back to punggol.Damn it was so packed man!

Because I'm Stupid

Teardrops in the Rain

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
Teardrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are
I wish you're coming back to me again
And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why
I wonder why it has to be this way
Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on?
I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say
I wish you're flying back to me again
Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on
I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain
Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze?
No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)
I shed teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain...

SHINee!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SCREAM THE WORD LOVE!
Oh Joon Sung's drama concert was AWESOME!cool live band,singers and whats more? Theres SHINee!!!well,it was actually his concert but not SHINee's.and also we are not allow to take any pictures so that explain why theres only one pic.The rest is videos but i haven edit yet so pls be patient ppl.HAHHA.I was practically screaming out my lungs from the start till the end of the concert hahha,after that we went to queue up for the fan signing and was lucky to be the last few to get it!waa totally ultra cuteness lar!their nose was super sharp and their make up was even thicker den mine OMG! but but but when they looked at me,i totally meltzzzzzzzzz ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!hhahaha.When is the next time their coming?Cant wait!!And its 10pm now and they are on their way back to korea=c SHINee OPPA SARANGHEYO!!!

=)

I hate people with no creativity tsk tsk tsk,try to figure out wat i mean.ok SHINee's concert is like in a few hours time omg!!so excited!!

=_=

SO WHAT?U MAY NOT NOE TILL DEN,DONT YOU EVER SING AND DANCE IN SCHOOL?LOL NOT AS MUCH AS ME BUT STILL CONSIDER AS,SO WHAT I HAVE FATS?I DON DENY IM FAT AND ALL HUMAN BEINGS HAS FAT UNLESS YOU A SOME ALIEN.LOL I SPELL IMMATURE WRONGLY.SO?PEOPLE DON BORN TO BE PERFECT,DON U EVEN SPELL OR DO SOMETHING WRONG?LOL.SO WAD MY STUDIES IS LOUSIER THEN YOURS,I NV DENY THE FACT THAT IM ACTUALLY NOT V CLEVER NOR STUPID.THAT'S WHY IM ALR HAVING TUTION ALR.IF U SO CLEVER DEN WHY YOU STILL GO TO SCHOOL?MIGHT AS WELL STAY AT HOME TO TAKE YOUR Os CAN ALR.SO WHAT ONE POINT DIFFERENCES ONLY IN Ns.AND ALSO YOU ARE ACTUALLY LOUSIER DEN OTHER PEOPLE,SO THAT ALSO MAKES YOU LOUSY!HAHAAHHAHAHA.U DUMB OR WAD IF I DON HAVE BRAIN I WONT EVEN BE ON THIS EARTH ALR.OK PEEPS,I REALLY HAVE TO BLOG ABOUT THIS.HOW?I TOOK THE INITIATIVE TO ASK FOR PEACE BUT SHE DON WAN.SO TOO BAD LOR.

Another Boy

da-si nae-ge mal-hae-bwa
geun-yang nae-ga si-rheo-jyeo-tdago
pingg-ye-reul daedo joha
geun-yang naege mal-haejwo
da-reun sarami saengg-yeo-tdago
but-jap-ji an-heul teni

yak-sok-deu-reun gi-eo-khan-eunji
kku-meul kkwo bon-jeo-geun in-neun-ji
nal saranghagin haenni?
neo ttae-mu-ne a-pa-ha-neuni
seul-peun e-umage gwi-reul mak-ge-sseo
geun-yang nae-beoryeodwo

No I can’t Believe
sangg-wan ankesseo deo isang mi-tji anha
No I can’t Believe
Just another Boy
dareun yeojal chatgo it-get-ji

dasi naege malhaebwa
neoreul i-jeul suga e-op-dago
geo-jit-ma-ri-rado joha
geunyang naege mal-haejwo
a-jik neoreul saranghandago
nollaji anheul teni

naega geuri swiun yeo-janji
ni maeumi jang-nani-eonni
nal saranghagin haenni?
neomu swi-pge haeng-donghajima
jinsim e-om-neun neoui sarangeun
amureon uimi eobseo

No I can’t Believe
sanggwan ankesseo deo isang mi-t-ji anha
No I can’t Believe
Just another Boy
tto dareun yeojal chatgo it-get-ji

kul-hage neol nwa-jugo si-peo-sseo
haengyeo naega cho-ra-haejil-kka
seulpeun dwit mo-seu-be hoksi japji an-heul-kka
tto gu-cha-hae-jin na

No I can’t Believe
sanggwan ankesseo deo isang mi-tji anha
No I can’t Believe
Just another Boy
nun-mul-soge tteonaga No no

You Must Set me free
sanggwan ankesseo deo isang mitji anha
no Just another Boy
sanggwanhaji ankesseo
nunmulsoge nareul tteonaga
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WALLAH!

SOMEPEOPLE IS JUST SO INMATURE TO RATHER CONTINUE DOING THIS DEN TO SPEND THEIR TIME ON THEIR STUDIES,K DONE WITH THIS ISSUE NOT GONNA SPEND MY TIME ON THIS FREAKING THING AGN UNLESS ITS NECCESARY PEACE YO!SHINee,they set their foot on singapore alr,omg im so excited wad to do?hahahah yst didnt get the chance to go airport to welcome my babies,and as its freaking crowded there.So hahha tmr and mon her i come.sure filled with lotsa ppl,but i don care must rch there before all of you hahaha Must wait for me babies!!!hahhahahah

i cm t sch to study nt to quarrel with u.i dn wish this kind of things to affect my studies n fail.arent u in sec 5 for the same reasons lol.wan to fight after o den say.i gt no energy to fight wit u nw.omg i spend so much time on this freaking post.psp so sucky!bb im gg t do my eng and revise for tmr testes.sian sure fail one lor

continue ontop.using psp to blog

why r so nt mature?i noe u gt alot of bestfriends but u no need to show off ma.i also nv ask u to tell mi.and i alr take de intiative to ask u to stop de quarrelling.why wont u jus stop it?im alr nt in yr way with pw lol,why r u making things worst?i alr decide nt to involf in any fights animor this yr,bt didnt expect it to happen so quickly.haiyo we every yr also quarrel i v tired liao lor.arent u.unless u lik it so muchy.which i find it ridiculas.and this is an important yr for me.

=_=

If u don bother if i hated you,den u wont even bother to talk behind my back right?Doesnt it mean that it will only waste your effort on doing so?lol So what if i don have friends?And you don have to care who im with,just care forr yourself u gt yr BESTFRIEND alr and u don have to care so muchy.Saying the way i treated you,hahha u are no better.i don wish to continue this,cos i find it so lame cos of a disc and it ruined everything.Theres no gain for me and for you.It will just make this relationship super sore.thats it.we cant be close friend but we are still classmates.and we have to face each other for this whole yr,and both of us will nt be happy,if we continue like.no gain for u and whats more for mi.AND I HAVE NEVER TREATED YOU ALL US A SUBSTITUTE,IF THATS WAD U THINK DEN I HAVE NTH TO SAY,jus ask yrself have u even consider mi as a friend once?i guess no.

FINE WITHOUT YOUR PRESENCE...

I DON'T LIVE TO PLEASE THE WORLD Fuck lar,is speaking behind ppl's back your leisure?Don deny you nv cos i have an instinct you got.Walao ok,right from that till now,never ending.Whats the problem with you?People never find trouble with you den you wan to,do you feel a sense of happiness doing it?Is not like i wanted to hurt someone with my words purposely,but unknowingly,you don like u must speak up in an polite way but not those fucking nasty way that hurt my pride and i feel tht u are insulting mi.By doing so,no troubles will occur and i wont dislike you as much as i do nw,Ok cant use de word hate,very big word from diske lor.Hate sounds awful,ok i know=_=Truthfully i try to maintain at the lvl of disliking and not hating a single soul in this world.You said its my fault that i drove melissa away,i didnt do anything particular that make her choose this decision lor,unless she tell mi what i did that everything ended up lik this.Ask her so many times she also don wan to say,u think i very happy?so confused and sad lar.walao ppl will nv know one lar,just like this phrase'don judge a book by its cover!'ppl may look happy go lucky and wadever from the outside,but u nv know what they feel or think in de inside.=cHow many ppl hated mi?list them out lol!too naive.k nvm,yst auntie Maggie called and asked if im gg to shinee's fan signing.and we chatted,talking bout the mystery about mel,she find her abit weird too,cos she doesnt tell others wat she is thinking even when she is not happy with that person or wad,i noe ok lol experience it before and the feeling was awful.Haiya and told mi that sometimes you will have to leave it the way it is when things changes,if she ever treated me as her friend,she will come back someday.
WALAO FUCK LAR CANT VIEW ALLKPOP!

SOMEBODY TO LOVE

COOL SHIT!

Everything comes crashing down in a day,what im i suppose to do?

Im all alone now,great!_l_ nothing comes easy.
Everything all gone,including friends.=C srsly,i tot 2010 will be a better year,but everything turns out worst.i tot with you everything will be jus fine,i guess its just my fault that messes thing up.and my friends,,,haix nobody understand mi.=c
AND,im freaking sick now having fever and flu wth,really is everything. bad luck!

=क i was very hurt by your comments!

Im so pissed and confused!im such a failure in life,i wish everything will end quickly!Hate all those insulting comments,why r u throwing all those insulting comments on me?don you know i will feel hurt?i guess you will nv know or u simply jus don fucking care! WTH roll eyes like this and that.lol PISSED PISSED PISSED!i very hateful meh? i jus don understand.



Im going to hougang mall soon with jingwen,to return de disc and to complete our hell lotsa homework.I asked her if she wanted to at first but she said she will be gg with peiwen they all to return the disc,but towards the end of chem,she said she wanted to go so ok lor.hahha

EVEN IF I DIE,I CAN'T LET YOU GO!

Im so happy that finally theres a fan signing session hahha,im so gg there on sunday,plus their concert is rching hahah=) cant wait!

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU=)

Recently school was hell,lotsa homework and boring lessons.Whats more,and on top of that theres remedials and cca is resuming=c.When we grow older, the more stressful we get.Having all those unnecessary attire checks everyday!Worrying about getting caught,and if my hair or de length of my skirt is passable. Urgghh!! hate it!But was relief that i had not caught the attention of the new discipline master,and had managed to get away with it.Hahaha.Everyone hates her,but im not actually,maybe one day if she catches me den maybe i will hahah.And im getting very disappointed with myself,cos i haven really started revising=c how?Im just wasting my time away surfing the net,oohh that's not good=cc I need to have self-control...Shall start revising from next week onwards.PROMISE! I must work towards my goal which is...I KNOW CAN ALR=)

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GOSHH,,finally mama agree to let me to go watch SHINee's concert!YIPPY!!Was really frustrated when she ignore or never answer my questions.So i got really angry yst and i didnt speak to her at all.HAHA,meet LOVE today.So excited hahaha,Feb quickly come.

LOUD PARTY!