Unable to stop those predictions!

Although i look like someone who jokes and talks alot,but do anyone understand how i really feel from inside?No they don,t!They assume that im those talks alot and wont take some insulting jokes in my heart.But I'm really offended man!And i feel like this =((((((( right now.AND This is who I am,i don't need someone who doesn't like me to accept me.I am quite real i would say,i don't like means i don't like and i will definitely show them.I do not hide and pretend to be super nice to them.If you really accept me for who i am,so then please stop using my weakness to hurt me.I would really appreciate that.